I’m excited (and a bit nervous) to release September 2016 rural photo shoot.
September 2016 rural photo shoot did n’t really materialize in the room it was originally set up to happen . But it did . I make some cute motion-picture show of the little girl this month .
If you ’re readingFarm Fit Livingfor the first meter , you may not lie with what the September 2016 rural exposure shoot is . For those of you who are new , be sure to read the next couple of sections . And check outprevious photo shoot sessionsfor some awe-inspiring gust from the past !
But , if you are a loyal follower and lover of my blog and the rural exposure shoots , go ahead and scroll down past all this mumbo jumbo to the bright and beautiful picture of the September 2016 rural pic shoot .
WHAT IS THE MONTHLY PHOTO SHOOT?
Well , it is a challenge . I started this challenge inJune 2016as a way of life to capture the growth of my female child . And also to uprise in my picture taking acquisition as well . I project to keep this challenge for many years to come as a way of life to collect memories with my girls .
Now , I ’m not just photographing them in a normal Clarence Day . But I ’m actually dressing them up cute like I would if I was taking them to a professional photographer . I always think to play with props and use born lighting to capture their good moments just as a professional lensman would do .
I get to habituate my creative nous and really believe of some idea to make the good photograph body of work . It ’s playfulness , I ’m making memories and I ’m saving money by not receive to hire a professional lensman . This pic shoot is something I can be after and look frontwards to each and every month . It will showcase our favorite memories and effect of that calendar month .
Furthermore , I promote you to take part in this challenge as well . Why not ? Well , I will tell you why I am doing it . Maybe it will entice you to try it as well .
WHY A MONTHLY PHOTO SHOOT?
Seems like it would be stressful to fuddle in a photo shoot in an already busy calendar month . But , when Maci was a newborn , I was starting to believe it to be necessary . I was fight down with myself over the fact that I had not schedule a photo shoot with a photographerafter thebirth of my newborn infant .
So , I tooknewborn picture of her . A month later , my mom do to visit and encouraged me to take some picture of both girls myself . During theJune 2016 rural photograph shoot , I usedMylee’sAllis Chalmerspeddle tractor , rocking chairand trees in our own G for an awesome first photo shoot .
That ’s when the idea popped into my head . I have the cunning property and thecamera . I have the gorgeous rural scenery . Why not ?
So , the monthly photo shoot challenge was bear . I had so much sport with ourfirst photo shoot in Junethat I decided to keep it up each month .
Because my girls are grow up and alter so much , I felt this would be a Einstein idea to keep track of their growth . And so far , the results of each have been timeless treasures for me and our extended family who want to follow as the daughter alter from calendar month to calendar month .
September 2016 Rural Photo Shoot
The September 2016 rural photograph shoot was pretty simple . No fancy article of clothing or props this month .
In fact , Mylee blame out everything for this exposure shoot ( I explicate later on down below ) . Outfits , location and props were all on her . Notice that her shirt is on rearwards and Maci is wearing a Christmas shirt .
She require to use her rocking chair and blankets . We merely just traveled out to the backyard where there was some shade . I spread a jean blanket on the ground for Maci to set on because she ’s really roll over now . I wanted to capture that for sure in the September 2016 rural photo shoot .
Here ’s a little bit more about Mylee in the September 16 rural photo shoot .
Mylee
Mylee is three years old . This is her first year in homeschool preschool . So far , Mylee has learned the letters C , A , H ( Her Favorite ) , and P. Right now , we are form on Letter D.
Mylee is a very responsible picayune young lady for her age . But , she ’s at the age where she does the matter she wants to do . And when she has themindsetto do something , she ’s going to do it . She ’s is so carefree and keeps us all on our toe .
We are still working on tiddly training but she showed her first goat at the Kansas State Fair . She did a howling job with Anna – lead her in the ring by herself and setting up her feet . I was so proud of her .
And Mylee loves being a big sister . Sometimes she act like a baby to get attention from me , but for the most part she loves her little sister . They are starting to play together and have adorable tie moments that just melts my middle .
Maci
Little Maci is six months old this month ! I ca n’t consider how tight the time has gone already and I ’m so happy I ’m seize all her fabulous changes with this photo snap each calendar month .
She is still working on some teeth , but sleeping good at night . I ’m convinced that next month ’s photograph shoot will exhibit some teeth . For teething pain in the ass , she ’s get into a Baltic Amber Teething Necklace . I ’m a true believer in them because she ’s such a happy little girl .
Also , I think Maci will be sit up by herself next month . She ’s so close ! She get laid sitting in her bumbo derriere , her perambulator and gamey death chair by herself .
Maci is also rolling over quite well now – even without the assistance of her heavy sister . For a while , Mylee was rolling her and I had to explain to her that Maci take to see to roll over by herself . I have a feel Mother Hen is die to want to help her with all of her milestones in life .
Maci did great this calendar month with all of our trips we read . She ’s getting to be quite the footling traveler . Here ’s a few things we did through the month of September .
A Busy Month of Travel
This month was our month to have sport . It was amonth of vacationsand travelling . We took a trip to the Lake of the Ozarks and stayed in a house with a swimming pool right on the shores of the Big Lake .
We also made the long 4 60 minutes trip to the Kansas State Fair . The family sentence this calendar month was amazing and I ’m so grateful for this clip together . We will keep to make the trip each year in September toexhibit the bestwe have from our farm .
These adventures would have been great themes for the September 2016 rural photo shoot .
But among all of these other wonderful moments , I discovered something else about myself . Something you may not have realized or ever would have guess I would be fight . I certainly did n’t !
A Lightbulb Moment
So , I realized something this month . I ’ve been fighting postal service partum anxiety and depression . And I had no idea that this was even happening to me .
In fact , I think I ’ve been fighting it for three years or longer ! As I acquire more about it and think upon past events , it all becomes ( somewhat ) clear . The one causing my own sadness in life is no fault of mine . I ’m lettingthe speculative daysand moments consume me for no understanding .
But wait . Before you sweep in to redeem me and my children from myself , please allow me explicate that my symptom are pretty minor . I do n’t burst into crying fits . I have never had the desire or thoughts to stamp out myself or my children .
I just have bad days . And it seems like these day materialize before large events or when I ’m really worried about something . I just close down or I get really scared .
For example , after our hand truck was stolen from our railyard back in June , I did n’t want to leave the house . Even take the girls out into the thou to play in the pool or swing . Every sentence our dog would bark I would be jumpy or be looking over my shoulder at the threshold .
While those symptoms have gone from every 24-hour interval to a mean solar day or two per workweek , here ’s some more symptoms I have that align with normal symptoms of mail service partum anxiousness and depression .
Here Are My Symptoms
My symptom include : Lack of motivation , thoughts of someone breaking into our sign of the zodiac ( Only at night now ) , feeling disturbed and stressing over minor things , irritability , feeling of hate towards my three twelvemonth sure-enough . And guilt around those feeling . So much guilt . Who could ever experience that way about this endearing face ?
I never ever sense the need to hurt my girl . I just have notion sometimes of not want her near me . But I do n’t know – perhaps that ’s the feeling of many moms with toddlers?Leave me a comment and severalize me if this is a serious symptom or not ! I ’d sure appreciate it !
And lack of motivation . Oye . The September 2016 rural photograph shoot almost did not materialize . Luckily , Mylee is on top of things and takes care of me . She ’s the one who take a firm stand we go outside and take some pictures . She ’s the one who picked out the outfits and the property . I just did what she suggested and snapped the exposure .
And if you check my house in good order now , you ’d plausibly think the pigs moved in . badly . My lack of motive for cleaning has get out of hand . Our house is a yucky mess . It ’s time to get control of myself . My family deserves to endure in a good character life environment than the current state .
So , I ’m fixing it before I fall into a mysterious despair . Because I trust that every recollective term goal needs a design of attack , here ’s my plan for overcome this .
My Plan for Overcoming Post Partum Anxiety/Depression
If you ’re wonder about the cleaning part , I ’m working heavily to clean one room in the theater each day . And I do n’t have that many way , either ! This should be easygoing !
My disclaimer : I in truth believe my condition is very minor equate to others . I do n’t believe my symptom are too severe at all . And I ’ve read that with the above steps , the minor symptoms go away with the hormonal alteration . I really believe that things will get better for us , but if they do n’t then I will be seeking some professional help .
And at this point would be goofy for me to seek professional help because I do n’t feel like I want to be medicated . I call up I do need some aid , but in other ways – cleanup , break from the girls , etc .
And I ’m lucky to have great family to help me out when I take them at the cliff of a chapeau . No kidding . I am very blessed . And I wanted to thank them by follow through with the September 2016 rural pic shoot .
Counting My Blessings
I ’m think what is important in my animation . I have a howling class , a farm and some keen part clock time job . The life I ’ve always woolgather to have is good at my fingertips . It ’s up to me to know the room I want to go and produce good times for me and my family .
So this month , I really wanted to remember my faint electric light moment . The moment I realized , “ Hey – I think this is what I ’m take with ! ” Because putting the name with the look not only helped me to scale down blame and guilt . But it also serve me to learn more about the condition and research methods to assist me get better .
Positive mind-set and clear direction is the name of the game here . And that it ’s not how you get thing done . Just that you get it done .
Well , we got the September 2016 rural photo shoot done . I ’m so glad we did . The memories captured during this photo shoot will last forever .
~ Much Love ~
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